October 2010
1 post
ok its my turn.
1. YOU wernt my first love, my gf before you was and i relise that now.
2. I AM OVER YOU! it took a month, but that month was two months ago.
3. Im not using her so stop saying i am, im not trying to make you jealous, and she doesnt like me.
4. You said i wouldnt find a girl as good as you, i just proved you wrong today.
5. I have my dignity, confidence and happiness back.
6. I just got...
August 2010
9 posts
fuck it
i came on here to put how i feel, but i cant. im confused, never dealt with this before. but shit happens. i cant wait till school starts so i can see my friends and hopefully get a new girlfriend, have a couple in mind but im skeptical if i can fall in love with them.
wow ive changed so much. i used to make fun of guys that talked like this. i dont know whats going on with me. i feel like im...
why
do i come on here? ive been so happy latly, but then i come on here and i dont feel right. i fucking hate this. i dont have time to deal with this bullshit. Aaron told me to keep my options availible, and what do i do. everytime a girl gave me her number while we were dating i fucking deleted it or threw it away. Which i thought was right at the time but it wasnt. idk ive been pretty foggy latly....
i miss you
i miss the smile you put on my face when i was with you. i miss the excitment of being inside you and i love the fact that your so loud when i was inside. i like that your german, yea you had your problems and you made me mad every once and a while but i was always able to fix it. but when it finally came down to it it wasnt meant for you to be mine. Thats why i sold you. You were my favorite car....
why
does it hurt when i think about you. i thought i was over you, and i know it cant work so why do i feel like this. i dont get it, i go days where im happy and then i have one day where im so sad i cant take it anymore. why is this happening to me. i had you, but now its too late. i want things to be like they used to be. i want to be happy again. my brain tells me i want you but my heart is...
wow
i wasnt trying to make you guilty or jealous, i was trying to fill the hole you left me with. and i thought being with alicia would fill it. and i know now i was wrong. but what you did, i cant even describe it. you really hurt me. and how could you move on so early. did you even love me, cause it doesnt seem like you did. you told me you loved me more than sam. but it took months for you to get...
happy birthday
hope you get all the cookie cake you can eat
ill call you sunday (:
im glad
im glad that your feeling better. i know it hurts, trust me it hurts me too, but please dont cry anymore. before i go theres something i have to admit, i went to your house today on a misson. my misson wasnt to get back together with you, no thats not what i wanted, well atleast not what i need, my misson was to show you the truth, to show you no matter what we did that it wasnt going to work....
nervous
im so nervous. im happy cause i get to see the greatest girl in the world for the first time in a week but im scared of what the outcome is gonna be. when you left me it felt like you took a part of me with you, it feels like something in my stomach is missing. But i also feel like its my fault, i feel like i drove you away, i didnt show my emotions toward you, instead i got so caught up in my...
im so hurt
i miss you. i wish you didnt do this. its killing me. all i want to do is talk to you. i love you so much and Ill do anything to make you love me again. i was so happy with you
i want things to be how they were a couple months ago. i want to hold you in my arms again.
i still feel like this is my fault. i got to comfortable with you and i lost sight of our relationship and im such an idiot for...
June 2010
5 posts
i cant find it →
cause you work there, babyyy.
(via heidientt)
and i can throw them in the fryalater
February 2010
34 posts
you're grounded.: i'm happy; →
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i love you too kitten
Watchone of the most depressing videos ive ever seen. if i saw any1 do this i would kill them
days like this
heidientt:
derryricer:
heidientt:
make me want to go live on a self-sustaining farm in montana with no one else.
just the cows and me.
i’ll milk the cows for you so you have something to drink.
I THINK YOU’RE THE DUMBEST PERson I’ve ever met. Sorry, caps lock.
no, im the smartest dumb person you’ve ever met
days like this
heidientt:
make me want to go live on a self-sustaining farm in montana with no one else.
just the cows and me.
i’ll milk the cows for you so you have something to drink.
aaronnn!
heidientt:
I missss youuuuuu.
call me when you get home pleeeaaaseee.
because kyleigh’s on the fucking phone with sean. sean, who I hate so goddamn much.
he made every d-period of my entire life for 80 days miserable. and now he’s even invading my life when he’s in maine.
but I screamed at kyleigh that if she gets to talk to HIM then I get to talk to YOU. and she just goes “not for toooo...
you decide
heidientt:
derryricer:
heidientt:
derryricer:
heidientt:
derryricer:
heidientt:
derryricer:
heidientt:
derryricer:
recently i was asked if i love my girlfriend
i didnt know what to say
you decide (;
you’re a little shit, you know that?
oh& are you home?
don’t be. i want to walk with you to english(:
i know i miss u so much
you, not u.
just sayin’.
& you...
you decide
heidientt:
derryricer:
heidientt:
derryricer:
heidientt:
derryricer:
heidientt:
derryricer:
recently i was asked if i love my girlfriend
i didnt know what to say
you decide (;
you’re a little shit, you know that?
oh& are you home?
don’t be. i want to walk with you to english(:
i know i miss u so much
you, not u.
just sayin’.
& you should go to school then!
i...
you decide
heidientt:
derryricer:
heidientt:
derryricer:
heidientt:
derryricer:
recently i was asked if i love my girlfriend
i didnt know what to say
you decide (;
you’re a little shit, you know that?
oh& are you home?
don’t be. i want to walk with you to english(:
i know i miss u so much
you, not u.
just sayin’.
& you should go to school then!
i didnt want to and it...
you decide
heidientt:
derryricer:
heidientt:
derryricer:
recently i was asked if i love my girlfriend
i didnt know what to say
you decide (;
you’re a little shit, you know that?
oh& are you home?
don’t be. i want to walk with you to english(:
i know i miss u so much
you, not u.
just sayin’.
& you should go to school then!
i didnt want to and its u
so bored
you decide
heidientt:
derryricer:
recently i was asked if i love my girlfriend
i didnt know what to say
you decide (;
you’re a little shit, you know that?
oh& are you home?
don’t be. i want to walk with you to english(:
i know i miss u so much
you decide
recently i was asked if i love my girlfriend
i didnt know what to say
you decide (;
so perfect
heidientt:
derryricer:
she’s smokin hot!
has an amazing personality
and she puts up with me calling her at 1 in the morning
she’s so perfect
nooooo.
and i laaaiiike when you call me at 1am.
i like it more kitten
so perfect
she’s smokin hot!
has an amazing personality
and she puts up with me calling her at 1 in the morning
she’s so perfect
guess what?
heidientt:
derryricer:
heidientt:
i win.
no i win
fucking retard, i win.
i know :)
guess what?
heidientt:
i win.
no i win
