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im so nervous. im happy cause i get to see the greatest girl in the world for the first time in a week but im scared of what the outcome is gonna be. when you left me it felt like you took a part of me with you, it feels like something in my stomach is missing. But i also feel like its my fault, i feel like i drove you away, i didnt show my emotions toward you, instead i got so caught up in my own confusion that i just shut down. i once told you that every time something good happens for me it always comes back and bites me, and thats what happened with you. But this time im not giving up, you are the perfect girl for me and you’ve changed me for the better. im so much more motivated than i was even just a week ago. i love you, i dont know if you still love me but i dont care, i just want to be with you. When im with you im so happy. Even moose misses you, its like he’s in a coma. i hoped that made you laugh (: i miss you and no matter what happens i’ll always be here kitten.
waiting for tomarrow is killing me i dont know if im gonna get any sleep.
