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im glad that your feeling better. i know it hurts, trust me it hurts me too, but please dont cry anymore. before i go theres something i have to admit, i went to your house today on a misson. my misson wasnt to get back together with you, no thats not what i wanted, well atleast not what i need, my misson was to show you the truth, to show you no matter what we did that it wasnt going to work. This isnt what i wanted to do but i know its what had to be done and thats why i did it. I dont want you to think i was acting happy when i was kissing you cause i wasnt, because thats what i really want. Those kisses were real, well atleast mine were. But i knew that i couldnt let this whole thing eat you up, that is the only reason why i came over today. There are no selfish gains in any of what i did, i did it strictly for you because of our past and future friendship. im going to miss you, and im going to miss your family. And i know we used to love eachother, but that love never goes away, its only reborn into something new. Im glad i tought you alot during our relationship and i hope ive had a good influence on you. And if i have dont let any of that go, hold on to it and make it stronger. Just promise me you wont cry anymore, ill call you in a week, Love always and forever, Airbear