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i wasnt trying to make you guilty or jealous, i was trying to fill the hole you left me with. and i thought being with alicia would fill it. and i know now i was wrong. but what you did, i cant even describe it. you really hurt me. and how could you move on so early. did you even love me, cause it doesnt seem like you did. you told me you loved me more than sam. but it took months for you to get over sam and just a week and a half to get over me. But i want to know why you would purposely try to hurt me, actually i dont care, i hope your dates go well, and i hope they make you happy like i once did, and the reason i dont care is cause i know youll always remember me for reasons im not putting on the internet. and ill always remember you not for the same reasons but because you were the first girl ive loved, and you know how hard it is to lose the one you love so why would you through the whole joey thing at me. thats just so low. i hope you dont take me as an asshole for this, causer thats not what im trying to be, i dont want you to hate me and i hope you dont, because i want to be your friend. when we were still dating you told me i wasnt just a boyfriend, i was your bestfriend aswell. thats so true, and i dont want to lose a bestfriend. please if you care at all about our friendship you need to call me, i cant keep calling you, phones work both ways. please
